Why can't some people live forever?
My grandpa is morethanlikely going to die within the next few weeks. From blood posining. It kills me alot. I love him. I stayed with him and my grandpa when my parents were busy doing drugs. He used to read me stories. He used to give me necklaces. He used to by me lots of ice cream. He's done so much for me. I may complain about him but really it's killing me. I brokedown and cried when I found out. And the worst part was that he was saying it as if it were no big deal! I can't stand it. I didn't even give a damn that Lysandra and Kristina were over, I started crying (I'm not saying I didn't care you were over I was saying that I started crying even though you were over. I love you guys) Do you think it's better knowing someone is going to die soon before they die or just finding out they're dead. I can't loose my grandparents yet! My other grandpa almost died over the summer. I hate this! I know that everyone dies but I don't want them to! I wish that everyone I know could die after me so I don't have to see them die(I'm not saying I'm going to commit suicide).I'm going to miss him so fucking much.