Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
The book Smack is great. I enjoy it alot. My life is so different now than it was last year.I've been thinking about that. Last year I was an "Emo" bitch of a girl. I was stupid. I'm not saying that I'm not anymore because I'm pretty damn stupid. But last year I was more...innocent? I dunno. I overexagerated tons of things too. Apparently I've progeressed in therapy more too...*shrugs* But part of me misses it. Last year at this time I was walking around the streets of Clay Street with Lysandra almost every night. Talking. Just talking. It was great. I mean I felt like I could tell her anything at all and I would take any of her secrets to the grave. Now I never talk to her ever. It pretty much sucks. Eh I have therapy in like half an hour. I'm so tired. And it's too cold outside I hate it. The cold is deathular. I have the career fair next Wendsday. I have to dress up for it.It's scary to think that I really need to start thinking of careers. *shudders* And I'm making D's in 2 subjects in school. I'm terrified that I'm going to ammount to nothing. Oh me and my mom had a huge row this morning. It was about me wanting to stay home for first core in school. She wouldn't let me. Then I started feeling like I was suffacating because of my cough so I had to go and speed dress calm down and do my make up. But other than that and Katie being a bit of a bitch today it was a pretty good day. I'm just really tired. There's that complaining again.Fuck.