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Feb 01, 2007 20:48

Is it at all possible that best best friends don't exist for some people?
I just watched The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants and they're 4 best friends in it.
But really I've never had a best friend that stayed my best best friend.
Basically everyone I know has a best best friend. I don't have one and really that's what I've always wanted since I was a little girl.
A girl needs a best friend and really I don't have one.
At a point I though Lysandra was my best best friend but not anymore.
She's moved on to bigger and better people.
I just want a best best friend to always be there for me. To come and run up to me when I get off of a plane and to stay over and watch movies with me and cry and hug and be best friends till we're in collage and call each other everyday when you arn't with them.
But really is it possible that no one was born that's like that for me? That I'll never have a one true best friend?
I mean I have some of the best friends in the world but so far none have them have been my one true BFF and mean it best friend.
I seriously have been wanting one since I was like 5.
And this blog isn't at all to make anyone feel bad or to make you feel sorry for me or to make you become my best best friend (because you can't just force yourself to do that). I've just been wanting to say this for awhile and I really do want a best best friend. So don't feel like you have to be my best friend and don't tell me to shut up and stop being "emo". I'm not trying to be.
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