May 01, 2006 18:03
so lunch was kinda awkward today. we went to moes after the exam and well, 1) i have decided i'm not a big moes fan so will not be going back there too soon 2) thomas was also there with another group. i wanted to go and hang out with them for a bit but i've never exactly been too good at dealing with the whole more than one group of friends deal... this is why gifted wa so good for me. eveyone was friends with everyone and there was no split, but thomas doesn't relaly like any of my friends an i don't generally have much to say to any of his although i far from dislike them. so i felt bad for thinking of leaving my table temporarily and he just doesnt like my table... so we just had like, 3 minor glances the entire like, 45-60 inutes we were both there. hmmm, i don't really like molly. she came over about halfway through moulin rouge this afternoon. moulin rouge is good, as always, but definitely better when you just watch it. yes, i was guilty of singing along with ewan and nicole.. but only when other people already were. *sigh* watching movies in groups makes me sad, i prefer doing so alone or with like, one other person. cause then if people talk, you know its acceptable, but if there are three or more and a few people talk you never know and someone might end up mad. bah, oh well.... things just aren't very happy right now so i suppose i'll deal with it. maybe thats why yesterday was nice, i was only conscious for three hours the entire day...