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Oh, wow. I ended up going to bed last night. Like, right after I posted that entry. I set my alarm to get up at ten or so, so it would just be a nap thinger, but I was really tired and so I ended up just putting on some PJ's and my glasses and dragging myself upstairs for some water because I'm always really thirsty when I nap and such, I learned that last spring/summer but I forgot, though it's probably a good thing to forget, meaning I haven't taken any recently? Anywho. I was just going to go back to bed, but I had an away message up saying I was taking a nap and would be back on later, and Alex had said that he wouldn't be around to talk to last night, and I kept saying that well on the off chacne you are I'll talk to you then. So I felt like I should at least change my message incase he was online. Which, he was, so I im'd him to say hi, and then was going to say I was just going to bed and such, and saw his AIM, and twas worried about him, so I ended up talking to him for a bit. Went to bed not too much later because he saw my AIM and knew I was tired and kept telling me to go to bed but I didn't want to until I knew he'd be ok. Like fourty minutes later or so I went to bed, I think it was? But yeah. And now I'm going to take a quick shower and empty the strainer and go to his house, so that's happy.
And then I have to babysit for a few hours tonight, for my adorable cousins, pray Madison doesn't scream like she tends to. Idk the last few times she's been ok but that's when I was babysitting like once a week and I haven't babysat since like August, so idk, she may not behave for me. She's like a year and a half old and a total Mama's girl...she screams for her Daddy too, so that's sad. Makes me feel less bad when she screams for me, but still. And then hopefully Trinity will sleep over, I really hope she does, but we'll see. I realized last night would be better for a sleepover, but she wanted to go to Seth's house, which I totally can't blame her because I'd rather do something with Alex too, girlfriends fit in where he doesn't, as mean as that sounds. But yeah. My girfriends from school, NEDDJMMS, are absolutely AWESOME about it, they include him with everything. Nissa started it, I love love love her, I spend so much time with her, and she wanted me to come to her birthday party, and usually I would just go, like I did for Liz's & Megan's, when he's working and I'll show up for that part of it, but he wasn't working at all and I didn't want to do something without him and was kind of hesitant on when I could go, because she really wanted me there and wanted me to pick what date, so she's like oh, and if he wants, Alex can come. And Sara & Jordan were sitting right there and both piped up that he could come to their parties too when they had them. They're so sweet, I love love love them. Though it kind of made me laugh...Sara and I are five days apart in age...we've gotten to where we just throw our parties together, it's fun that way too, but yeah, he's my boyfriend, I would think he'd come to mine, but it was still really sweet of them. I really do have the greatest friends, for all that most of them are totally clueless about my "issues", past problems, all that fun stuff. But yeah. I suppose I should get ready.
And then I have to babysit for a few hours tonight, for my adorable cousins, pray Madison doesn't scream like she tends to. Idk the last few times she's been ok but that's when I was babysitting like once a week and I haven't babysat since like August, so idk, she may not behave for me. She's like a year and a half old and a total Mama's girl...she screams for her Daddy too, so that's sad. Makes me feel less bad when she screams for me, but still. And then hopefully Trinity will sleep over, I really hope she does, but we'll see. I realized last night would be better for a sleepover, but she wanted to go to Seth's house, which I totally can't blame her because I'd rather do something with Alex too, girlfriends fit in where he doesn't, as mean as that sounds. But yeah. My girfriends from school, NEDDJMMS, are absolutely AWESOME about it, they include him with everything. Nissa started it, I love love love her, I spend so much time with her, and she wanted me to come to her birthday party, and usually I would just go, like I did for Liz's & Megan's, when he's working and I'll show up for that part of it, but he wasn't working at all and I didn't want to do something without him and was kind of hesitant on when I could go, because she really wanted me there and wanted me to pick what date, so she's like oh, and if he wants, Alex can come. And Sara & Jordan were sitting right there and both piped up that he could come to their parties too when they had them. They're so sweet, I love love love them. Though it kind of made me laugh...Sara and I are five days apart in age...we've gotten to where we just throw our parties together, it's fun that way too, but yeah, he's my boyfriend, I would think he'd come to mine, but it was still really sweet of them. I really do have the greatest friends, for all that most of them are totally clueless about my "issues", past problems, all that fun stuff. But yeah. I suppose I should get ready.