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Well that was fun. Nice, random, fun. I was laying down for a bit, seriously, like I layed down and two minutes later, in walks Ika, Naniebef, & Celie. Twas fun. So I got to spend like two hours bumming around with them, twas fun. They helped me clean my room, and we talked about colleges and such. I told them all they need to go up to the twin cities. I tell everyone they do. I don't know, I know I won't be alone, but still. I feel the need for all of my friends to come with me. I know I can't control them, they'll go wherever they want. But...if they don't have a prefrence? Then they should go to the cities. There are quite a few colleges up there, I'm sure there'd be something for everyone.
I don't know. I haven't been the best of friends with them lately...I hold everything to too high of standards. They know so little about me, so I guess maybe that's why we're not quite as good of friends as I'd like? I don't know. That'd be my own fault though, I'm the one who's keeping secrets. But they're awesome, I love them to pieces.
Twas funny, I'm like so, who do you think will be the first person out of NEDDJMMS married and/or to have kids? All of them, without batting an eye: Megan. Of course, in refrence to Megan W/Adrea, but yeah. Twas rather funny. Things like that, where I keep my mouth shut, and perhaps should open up a bit more? And then they thought about it, and were all like yeah, well, maybe since you're with Alex, you'll be first to be married. As in he would propose to me once we both graduate high school, and would get married a few years later.
I don't know. I say I don't like how not open my friends and I are, and then I do things like that. I should have just told them. But whatever, too late now? I don't know. But anywho, after that, or maybe before, I don't know, we were talking about colleges, and I told them all I refuse to live in dorms. That I wanted to get an apartment or something (though I'd rather get a house, I don't know, it'd depend how much money we have?), and so they're all oh, are you going to live with family in an apartment? They know my aunt & uncle live up there, and I was possibly going to live with them, and yeah. I just basically let them continue to think that. We're not very open. We giggled and laughed the whole time, but...if we all graduated high school, and moved thousands of miles away? I honestly think nothing would happen of it. It'd be an oh, ok, whatever sort of bit. Now, if I was seperated from Alex, or Sara, or Trin like that? It would not be pretty. I'd be really sad, and we'd do things a -lot-. With the rest of NEDDJMMS? I have a feeling we'd just fade out, and none of us would do anything to stop it, which is sad.
I don't know. It was nice to have them over though. And now my room's almost clean. Just have a bit of garbage and such laying around to throw away before I leave. But yes, twas fun...
I don't know. I haven't been the best of friends with them lately...I hold everything to too high of standards. They know so little about me, so I guess maybe that's why we're not quite as good of friends as I'd like? I don't know. That'd be my own fault though, I'm the one who's keeping secrets. But they're awesome, I love them to pieces.
Twas funny, I'm like so, who do you think will be the first person out of NEDDJMMS married and/or to have kids? All of them, without batting an eye: Megan. Of course, in refrence to Megan W/Adrea, but yeah. Twas rather funny. Things like that, where I keep my mouth shut, and perhaps should open up a bit more? And then they thought about it, and were all like yeah, well, maybe since you're with Alex, you'll be first to be married. As in he would propose to me once we both graduate high school, and would get married a few years later.
I don't know. I say I don't like how not open my friends and I are, and then I do things like that. I should have just told them. But whatever, too late now? I don't know. But anywho, after that, or maybe before, I don't know, we were talking about colleges, and I told them all I refuse to live in dorms. That I wanted to get an apartment or something (though I'd rather get a house, I don't know, it'd depend how much money we have?), and so they're all oh, are you going to live with family in an apartment? They know my aunt & uncle live up there, and I was possibly going to live with them, and yeah. I just basically let them continue to think that. We're not very open. We giggled and laughed the whole time, but...if we all graduated high school, and moved thousands of miles away? I honestly think nothing would happen of it. It'd be an oh, ok, whatever sort of bit. Now, if I was seperated from Alex, or Sara, or Trin like that? It would not be pretty. I'd be really sad, and we'd do things a -lot-. With the rest of NEDDJMMS? I have a feeling we'd just fade out, and none of us would do anything to stop it, which is sad.
I don't know. It was nice to have them over though. And now my room's almost clean. Just have a bit of garbage and such laying around to throw away before I leave. But yes, twas fun...