Meh
I always said I wouldn't hate Alex's girlfriend. Well, now, I believe I have found a reason to. Not that I was looking for a reason though, to be honest. She saved his life when he was sucidial, she saved him when I couldn't, as hard as it is for me to accept it.
But now...
One of my best friends just called me, in tears. And Aila, Alex's girlfriend, is a pretty large chunk of the problem. I am extremely protective of my friends, you mess with them you mess with me. In all honestly, this is like the one thing I would ever, could ever, be upset with Alex for. But no one messes with my Trin.
High school drama is the worst. I've always considered myself above it, even if I'm not. Sure, I'm involved in my fair share of love related issues, but I consider that to be completely seperate from my opinion of "high school drama". If they don't like her, that's one thing. But tell her.
Aila has parties at her house pratically ever weekend, that's how she and Alex met. Well, how they became close, anyways, or as far as I know anyways. Every week, Trin asks what they're (they being that whole group of people) and they say nothing, they're not sure.
Do they honestly think that she won't find out they aren't telling her? Why do teenagers have to be so mean? When Alex and I were so close, he had no part in that stuff. I was his life, he was mine, and now, as he so eloquetly puts it, he has friends.
That's nice, have friends. Friends are important. Being friends with people and treating others horrible is not. I'm so disgusted right now, with everyone I know, but mostly at myself.
Well, I suppose I can't say that...I'm not upset with anyone from TAFL. You're awesome, no reason for me to dislike you, be upset with you. Than again, I don't really know you all that well. But I suppose that's life, to only like those you don't know...
Wow. I really need to just post everything like this in my blog and leave my poor LJ alone. And all of your friend pages. I can be such a baby sometimes...
But now...
One of my best friends just called me, in tears. And Aila, Alex's girlfriend, is a pretty large chunk of the problem. I am extremely protective of my friends, you mess with them you mess with me. In all honestly, this is like the one thing I would ever, could ever, be upset with Alex for. But no one messes with my Trin.
High school drama is the worst. I've always considered myself above it, even if I'm not. Sure, I'm involved in my fair share of love related issues, but I consider that to be completely seperate from my opinion of "high school drama". If they don't like her, that's one thing. But tell her.
Aila has parties at her house pratically ever weekend, that's how she and Alex met. Well, how they became close, anyways, or as far as I know anyways. Every week, Trin asks what they're (they being that whole group of people) and they say nothing, they're not sure.
Do they honestly think that she won't find out they aren't telling her? Why do teenagers have to be so mean? When Alex and I were so close, he had no part in that stuff. I was his life, he was mine, and now, as he so eloquetly puts it, he has friends.
That's nice, have friends. Friends are important. Being friends with people and treating others horrible is not. I'm so disgusted right now, with everyone I know, but mostly at myself.
Well, I suppose I can't say that...I'm not upset with anyone from TAFL. You're awesome, no reason for me to dislike you, be upset with you. Than again, I don't really know you all that well. But I suppose that's life, to only like those you don't know...
Wow. I really need to just post everything like this in my blog and leave my poor LJ alone. And all of your friend pages. I can be such a baby sometimes...