oh, who you are is not up to them
so turns out i am able to be touched again. it just has to be by the right person. and when i'm ready for it. I like adam so much :)
i saw him again. both night this weekend actually. the first night, he tried to talk to me. i walked away so i wouldnt hurt him. last night i guess he got the hint. things will never be okay again. ever. so he got really fucked up and passed out.
not my problem.
otherwise it was an excellent weekend. and though i know nobody will read this, i'm going to write exactly what i did jsut so that i dont remember because its the first decent weekend i've had in a long while. andi needed it.
//Friday\\ I went to work until 6:30. I left really pissed off.. because bonnie got the rest of my hours and for once the restaurant was really busy. so i could have made alot of money but instead the alcoholic who's about to be fired got my money.. just so she could all blow it at the package store. ugh, i'm still mad.
anyway. then i went to lyman idol. it was long and tedious, but kelly won (finally!) and so that was really exciting. Then, we went to hannah's and hung out with her for awhile. Then we went to Tim's because he was having a party, and hung out with all of them. Becca, Tiffa, Jade, and the rest of the sparkley sloppy girls were there.. so that was interesting. It was fun, we didnt get drunk because we had to drive.. but it didnt matter. before we left, Adam kissed me :) and i'd been waiting for it, and it was the perfect way to end the night. So, we left and went back to hannah's and passed out in her brother's room.
//Saturday\\ We woke up to Hannah crying :( but we made her feel better and then she slept in Daniel's room with us until nearly 11. yeah, sleeping was a nice change of pace this weekend from most. but yeah, so then we woke up and ate french toast and just hung out for awhile.. and then sophie had to go home. Hannah and I ran some errands and then got our nails done :) and then we met up with Jered and got some Quiznos, and went to Fairy Tales to try on prom dresses just for fun :) we found one that we really really want! but we wont get it :( its 200 dollars and really slutty lol. Then i went home and brittany came over and we had dinner that my mom made us. then we went back to hannah's later on in the night.. and hung out there for a little bit.
This is where the interesting parts begin.
Adam called and said he was having people over his cottage for awhile, so we decided we wanted to just stop by.. britt, sophie and i. so we went there and hugn otu for awhile, played some bp, and had a general good time. We stayed probably a little longer then we should have, and decided finally that we should head back to hannah's because we told her we were just stopping by. but then when we got ot hannah's we were locked out! we pounded on the door, and called her like a million times.. and she wouldnt wake up. i even peered in the window and knocked on the window.. of the room she was sleepign in! but she just wouldnt wake up for anythign. We checked for the spare key, but we hadnt put it back from using it in the afternoon.. so with nowhere else to go, we ended up going back over to adams to spend the night. i slept in bed with adam, and cuddled all night. :) it was really nice. but cold still.haha.
//Sunday\\ We woke up at like 7 to go back to Hannah's... all of our stuff was there and we did want to spend time with her! so we got back, and talked to hannah for awhile and then we all passed out on the couches. Hannah got up and went to work and we just slept in her house for like 3 more hours haha. Then Sophie, Britt and I went to Nita's for breakfast.. even though it was like noon. Then Sophie and I went tanning and i came home and read and slept for the rest of the day. :)
so good. i finally had a good weekend :) its about time.
i saw him again. both night this weekend actually. the first night, he tried to talk to me. i walked away so i wouldnt hurt him. last night i guess he got the hint. things will never be okay again. ever. so he got really fucked up and passed out.
not my problem.
otherwise it was an excellent weekend. and though i know nobody will read this, i'm going to write exactly what i did jsut so that i dont remember because its the first decent weekend i've had in a long while. andi needed it.
//Friday\\ I went to work until 6:30. I left really pissed off.. because bonnie got the rest of my hours and for once the restaurant was really busy. so i could have made alot of money but instead the alcoholic who's about to be fired got my money.. just so she could all blow it at the package store. ugh, i'm still mad.
anyway. then i went to lyman idol. it was long and tedious, but kelly won (finally!) and so that was really exciting. Then, we went to hannah's and hung out with her for awhile. Then we went to Tim's because he was having a party, and hung out with all of them. Becca, Tiffa, Jade, and the rest of the sparkley sloppy girls were there.. so that was interesting. It was fun, we didnt get drunk because we had to drive.. but it didnt matter. before we left, Adam kissed me :) and i'd been waiting for it, and it was the perfect way to end the night. So, we left and went back to hannah's and passed out in her brother's room.
//Saturday\\ We woke up to Hannah crying :( but we made her feel better and then she slept in Daniel's room with us until nearly 11. yeah, sleeping was a nice change of pace this weekend from most. but yeah, so then we woke up and ate french toast and just hung out for awhile.. and then sophie had to go home. Hannah and I ran some errands and then got our nails done :) and then we met up with Jered and got some Quiznos, and went to Fairy Tales to try on prom dresses just for fun :) we found one that we really really want! but we wont get it :( its 200 dollars and really slutty lol. Then i went home and brittany came over and we had dinner that my mom made us. then we went back to hannah's later on in the night.. and hung out there for a little bit.
This is where the interesting parts begin.
Adam called and said he was having people over his cottage for awhile, so we decided we wanted to just stop by.. britt, sophie and i. so we went there and hugn otu for awhile, played some bp, and had a general good time. We stayed probably a little longer then we should have, and decided finally that we should head back to hannah's because we told her we were just stopping by. but then when we got ot hannah's we were locked out! we pounded on the door, and called her like a million times.. and she wouldnt wake up. i even peered in the window and knocked on the window.. of the room she was sleepign in! but she just wouldnt wake up for anythign. We checked for the spare key, but we hadnt put it back from using it in the afternoon.. so with nowhere else to go, we ended up going back over to adams to spend the night. i slept in bed with adam, and cuddled all night. :) it was really nice. but cold still.haha.
//Sunday\\ We woke up at like 7 to go back to Hannah's... all of our stuff was there and we did want to spend time with her! so we got back, and talked to hannah for awhile and then we all passed out on the couches. Hannah got up and went to work and we just slept in her house for like 3 more hours haha. Then Sophie, Britt and I went to Nita's for breakfast.. even though it was like noon. Then Sophie and I went tanning and i came home and read and slept for the rest of the day. :)
so good. i finally had a good weekend :) its about time.