May 26, 2005 21:08
Ehhhh.....
Update.
Yes, it's another deep
thought one about what I'm
thinking at the moment. Sorry!
Today i talked to Gina for the
first time in i don't know HOW
long. Like really talked. Not like
when you pass someone in the hall
and say hi. It was wonderful! I
heart you Gina. You made me feel so
much better.!
I have been thinking about a lot of
other stuff lately too. And I was just
thinking about when people ask you what's
wrong, and you say nothing. When really
there is something wrong. I do it all the
time. So if you have ever asked me that
chances are...
I LIED.
sorry.
but as of today I'm going to stop doing
that. I guess I've realized that by not
telling people about it doesn't mean it's
going to go away. It's not. But then again
this doesn't mean i'm just going to tell my
problems to everyone who asks. I dont trust
EVERYONE. actually I can't really say I
trust ANYONE.
Oh well.
Nothing can be done about that.