rekindled and pleased.
so i decided to be social tonight. i hung out with a friend, Nicole for the first time alone since we rekindled our lost friendship. she finally apologized for being immature... I was afraid to go to dinner alone at Applebees with her at first but my other friend gave me a pep talk. We did not stop talking, and it was great. I had a back-up plan in case i wanted to go home and make up an excuse with my pep talk friend, but it was totally not needed.
we had a lot to catch up on.
So we hung out with this kid chris. He drives like a crazy man. we met up with people he worked with at Applebees... (there twice in one night..yeah i know) so i was being social and not shy and i was talking to this kid about his drug experiences and one bad experience i had. He was cool, but a little goofy, not in a good way like jeff, but just.. goofy...
I made a jellyfish out of napkins... i dont know, i felt good.
But on the way back, i had a moment... well chris was making me nuts trying to hit 100 mph. But in between glances at the speedometer, I was able to relax and feel the breeze. Listening to Semi charmed Life, front two windows down... the smell of the air. i just felt free and like nothing was wrong. Despite the fact that I was scared for my life every so often, it was weird. if my mom had anything to do with it, i'd like to thank her. I've have those every once in a while. love them. in may favorite book, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, he has a simliar moment and says he felt "infinite." So cool.
we had a lot to catch up on.
So we hung out with this kid chris. He drives like a crazy man. we met up with people he worked with at Applebees... (there twice in one night..yeah i know) so i was being social and not shy and i was talking to this kid about his drug experiences and one bad experience i had. He was cool, but a little goofy, not in a good way like jeff, but just.. goofy...
I made a jellyfish out of napkins... i dont know, i felt good.
But on the way back, i had a moment... well chris was making me nuts trying to hit 100 mph. But in between glances at the speedometer, I was able to relax and feel the breeze. Listening to Semi charmed Life, front two windows down... the smell of the air. i just felt free and like nothing was wrong. Despite the fact that I was scared for my life every so often, it was weird. if my mom had anything to do with it, i'd like to thank her. I've have those every once in a while. love them. in may favorite book, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, he has a simliar moment and says he felt "infinite." So cool.