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wow. once again... its been a while. and im pretty sure ryan still doesnt know about my lj so... i need to vent for a moment.
i tell you what. i adore my boyfriend but sometimes i want to kick him. when he gets overly jealous and i cant even talk to my own manager without getting "its because he wants to have sex with you" or, "so are you going to have sex with him?" and then he plays it off like hes fucking kidding... hes not kidding hes goddamn paranoid and needs to get a grip. im not going to cheat on him. but another year of dealing with this and he wont have a girlfriend thats for damn sure... i try to talk to him about it... tell him it bothers me... he twists my words and turns it against me... for fuck sake... i understand why hes paranoid... i mean... look at his exes... but if he says he trusts me, he needs to act like it. im not a whorebag.
i guess every guy has to have his downfalls tho...
i still love him.
oi.
and he tried to cut his own hair yesterday when i was at work. oh my fucking god. sometimes i swear i need to put him in a holding cell when im not here.
hope everyone else is doing swell...
love dani <3
i tell you what. i adore my boyfriend but sometimes i want to kick him. when he gets overly jealous and i cant even talk to my own manager without getting "its because he wants to have sex with you" or, "so are you going to have sex with him?" and then he plays it off like hes fucking kidding... hes not kidding hes goddamn paranoid and needs to get a grip. im not going to cheat on him. but another year of dealing with this and he wont have a girlfriend thats for damn sure... i try to talk to him about it... tell him it bothers me... he twists my words and turns it against me... for fuck sake... i understand why hes paranoid... i mean... look at his exes... but if he says he trusts me, he needs to act like it. im not a whorebag.
i guess every guy has to have his downfalls tho...
i still love him.
oi.
and he tried to cut his own hair yesterday when i was at work. oh my fucking god. sometimes i swear i need to put him in a holding cell when im not here.
hope everyone else is doing swell...
love dani <3