May 04, 2004 15:52
The world is definately fucked up!...Today at school- someone threw rocks at one of my car windows and busted it! ..I filled out a police report and everything- too bad that finding who did it is probably NOT POSSIBLE! I'm so mad and depressed..who would do something like that- I HATE SALEM HIGH SCHOOL!
My stress level is way above my head. I have so much work to do ..with so little time. I can't wait until the summer because there will be NO PROJECTS OR TESTS!
I feel that HE isn't here for me ..or is it ..that he just doesn't understand me.
I don't know what I want anymore. One minute everything is perfect, the next it's like all hell has broke loose. I don't know what to do; I miss what we were, but I love him.
I'm sick of hurting all the time. When will it go away?