Cry me a river
I should really be listening to cry me a river. Im refering to myself though. I need to get a grip. I am getting annoyed over stupid shit and its really annoying. I just get fustrated with life sometimes. But who doesnt. I feel like I am going in circles. One day I will be really positive and happy about life and the next I will be like life sucks. Then I write in my journal about it and just whine to myself. Yes, it is very pathetic. A part of me wants to crawl into a hole and hide and the other wants to put my running shoes on and just run away. With both I am not facing my problems. What is my deal anyways? Well I am lonely, I always want my way, I take things to personally, I am too hard on myself sometimes, and theres more but I dont feel like thinking about it. So I am just going to say disregard this entry. It is just for me to get things out. I dont even know if people read this, but whatever. Not like its interesting. So I am noticing a pattern here. I tend to be lonely. Dont know where I am going with that but whatever.
Ok forget the first part: To sum it up I feel like my emotions are going in circles. Yes life is being a pain in the ass right now but I am really blessed and should not over look that.
I have noticed I need to come to a conclusion to feel better. Like I have solved the problem. It normall y works cause now I do feel better.
Ok forget the first part: To sum it up I feel like my emotions are going in circles. Yes life is being a pain in the ass right now but I am really blessed and should not over look that.
I have noticed I need to come to a conclusion to feel better. Like I have solved the problem. It normall y works cause now I do feel better.