Oct 10, 2005 10:36
So what exactly is a "real" goodbye. What do u expect me to say when your are barely talking to me and giving me the look of death. I am sorry things have turned out this way and I just want you to know that I am not pissed and would still like to be friends, but how can I be friends with you when everytime I see you you are still acting weird. I dont do weird, I mean come on if was acting the same way as you you would not want to be around me. So if you have something to say dont write it on my board just say it while im in the room.
On another note...I have had alot on my mind since I woke up. I have been thinking about how I really need a job and about what to do after college. I want to travel so bad! I am going to go to graduate school in London or Cal. hopefully, but the problem is finding a job that will help pay for it. I am picky about jobs too, I know beggers cant be choosers (not sure if that is spelled right) but I really really with all my heart dont want to work in a cubilce and be treated like cattle. I am really interested in the culture of the business world but I have no idea what I could do with that. I am just fustrated bc I dont know how to go about looking for a school and a job in another country or state. I still need to find an apt. here, shit I forgot about that. I am just thinking about everything at once.