I feel like I am in first grade

Jul 01, 2005 02:08

Ok so here is my dating theory. Are you guys ready for this? So I complain that I am lonely yet Andrew wants to date but I still dont, isnt that ironic? I am adfraid of being alone for the rest of my life and that I am never going to figure out what I want. I have an idea of what I want...I want to meet new people so that I have a better understanding of what I like and what I dislike in the opposite sex. I want to date people who are on the same level as me. That is nothing to serious (at least not now) and nothing like friends with benefits (I would probably give in to that though cause I just cant help I have hormones). In the dating world today there are no set expectations, anything goes. So how are people supposed to date if there are no rules, cause dating is only a game and games normally have rules. Another point to discuss is how people (yes both guys and girls) can try to hard. When you like someone it is understandable to want to express your feelings and spend time with time, but it seems like the relationships that last are those that people dont try to maintain. Go figure. So are we supposed to play hard to get?

Another story...I hung out with Andrew and he was like I dont know why I put up with you and I was like yeah, I dont know why either. I mean I am a confused little girl. I am immature, adfraid of commmitment and lonelyness at the same time, and I change my mind to much. So anyways, he just doesnt push my buttons. Well the making out was GREAT but I dont mean the physical part. Yes we both want to travel and we can have good discussions and have alot in common but for some odd reason I am just not feeling the love. I like the idea of him maybe. I need to stop toying with his emotions and mine.

What is a girl supposed to do!! I got a late start on dating so I still want to experience alot of things before I settle down yet I dont want to be 30 and single. Oh well, I still have so much to figure out besides my relationships. Like what I am going to do with my major!

Surprises are so much fun!!
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