A Winter's Walk (1/?)

Sep 06, 2009 17:49

Title: A Winter's Walk
Pairing: Kyumin
Genre: romance? drama?
Rating: PG-13
Status: In Progress
Summary: Sungmin decided to take a walk to the same park where he met Kyuhyun, the love of his life. He recalled those memories he had with him before he left. Starting from their first meeting 'til their last. [summary was a complete fail.]


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[Sungmin's POV]

As I left my house, the cold winter air gently caressed my face. It's been 2 months already and I still haven't forgotten him yet. I know I should move on but I just can't. I miss him.

As I slowly walked to the nearby park where we first met, those memories seem to come back. I tried to pushed it back inside my head but it wouldn't stay. Sighing, I gave up and let my heart takes control. When I reached that park, tears threatened to fall. But I promised myself I wouldn't cry. I wonder how many times I broke that promise.

I sat down at the same spot 1 year ago and look at the sky. Again, it seem ugly and nothing special in my eyes. But I was sure that there were plenty of stars up in the sky. Maybe it's just me again...

It was midnight and the park was deserted. I just couldn't sleep. My mind is flooded with thoughts about him. I hated myself for not giving him a second chance. But it was too late now. It was a mistake I can never undo. I leaned my back to the tree and close my eyes. Those memories are clearly visible now.
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1 year ago,

I walked to the nearby park at my house. It was a cold winter night and I couldn't sleep. I can't believe my girlfriend just broke up with me. We've been together for 4 years. Yet, I caught her kissing with another person.

Sighing, I sat down near a tree and closed my eyes. I tried to clear my head but still, I couldn't. Pouting, I leaned my back against the tree and looked at the sky. It was pitch dark and nothing special. Maybe it's just me...

“It sure is beautiful...” I heard someone say.

I jerked my head immediately to where the noise came from. At first, I though my eyes had fooled me for I saw an angel. But I rubbed my eyes again and “the angel “ standing in front of me, smiling. I can feel my breath stopped and my heart skipped a beat.

“Mind if I sit down next to you?” “the angel “ asked. I nodded slowly, still couldn't keep my eyes off him.

He had dark mysterious yet warm embracing eyes. His skin are visible soft and I had to stop myself from touching his face. His smile warmed my cold heart.

As he sat down, I tensed. I didn't know what to say. I just kept quiet and stared at him. He didn't seem to notice though. I tried to pry my eyes off of him but that didn't seem to work too well. Finally, I could be able to look back down at the grass. I can feel my cheeks heating up but I didn't know why. It was winter and cold as heck. How could I be blushing?

“Hi, I'm Kyuhyun.” he said after a peaceful silence and looked at me with those eyes.

His voice was even more beautiful. It was deep but melodic. And musical. It had a hint of softness and sweetness in it that I couldn't described. It was even more breath taking than his face.

'”Sungmin.” I managed to say. I didn't know why but I had a hard time breathing and speaking around him.

He smiled and continued to look up at the sky. After staring at him again for some time now, I, too, look up and saw how beautiful it really is. I couldn't help but smile.

“Your smile is beautiful, you should smile more.” he said.

I looked surprisingly at him and murmured a quiet thank you before blushing. He chuckled and we stayed silent for a long time. I no longer feel upset or depressed about the break up. I was actually smiling, like he told me to. And that's when it finally hit me.

Tonight was the night I had met the love of my life.
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I opened my eyes as those hidden tears pooled out. I didn't know I had that many left since I've been crying for the past 2 months. I laid my head gently on my knees and cried with all my might. I couldn't take the pain anymore.

Now my emotions are taking over me. I seem to be feeling depending on each memory I had when I'm with him. How I missed him dearly. I thought we were meant for each other. He was sent down to be mine and only mine. How selfish and foolish I was.

After what seem like forever, I look up at the sky again. It's starting to look brighter than usually. Frowning, I wondered what's wrong with my vision.

The night I met him was the happiest night of my life. Though, the times I spent with him after were more special. I smiled remembering our first date.

[End of Sungmin's POV]
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How is it? Was it a complete fail? Should I continued? Comments are love <3

multi-chap, kyumin, a winter walk

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