And in the end, we still pretend.
I forgot how much I love NIN. Seriously. Lyrically and just the music is incredible. ::sigh::
I suppose I should start writing in this more. Keep people updated on shit that happening. We'll see how that goes.
So I'm having my first round of DMSO instillations on Jan. 29th. I'm taking 3 days off of school (and 2 days of work) b/c I really dont know what to expect. I read a shit ton of articles and posts from people who have had it done and the majority say the first time is the worst :( Hooray for pain...oie. I just want this shit to go into remission already.
My tattoo is healing up quite nicely. Minus the usual itching. Part II of that tattoo is gonna have to wait until I pay more of my credit card :(
I'm not going to lie, its been really hard to deal with things. Like moving on. Thats a confusing situation in itself. I'm a lover, but right now I hate love (which is an oxymoron). It hurts. But I guess its a part of life, right?
sidenote: Women can be backstabbing bitches. Not all women, but most. This is why I dont have many female friends. I got reunited with some girls from Res that I used to be close with and everyone wants to lie to me about a girls night tonight. Fuck that bullshit. Seriously. If they wanted it to be certain people, just fucking tell me instead of LYING about it.
alright. I'm done.
I suppose I should start writing in this more. Keep people updated on shit that happening. We'll see how that goes.
So I'm having my first round of DMSO instillations on Jan. 29th. I'm taking 3 days off of school (and 2 days of work) b/c I really dont know what to expect. I read a shit ton of articles and posts from people who have had it done and the majority say the first time is the worst :( Hooray for pain...oie. I just want this shit to go into remission already.
My tattoo is healing up quite nicely. Minus the usual itching. Part II of that tattoo is gonna have to wait until I pay more of my credit card :(
I'm not going to lie, its been really hard to deal with things. Like moving on. Thats a confusing situation in itself. I'm a lover, but right now I hate love (which is an oxymoron). It hurts. But I guess its a part of life, right?
sidenote: Women can be backstabbing bitches. Not all women, but most. This is why I dont have many female friends. I got reunited with some girls from Res that I used to be close with and everyone wants to lie to me about a girls night tonight. Fuck that bullshit. Seriously. If they wanted it to be certain people, just fucking tell me instead of LYING about it.
alright. I'm done.