Low Battery
Today is the first time that I felt that Medical school is tough. I never felt this drained or worn out before. It's sickening.
For the whole of this week, I wished that my body is rechargeable by a battery so that I wouldn't need sleep. I simply don't have time to sleep and being the human that I am, I definitely need sleep, no matter how limited. There just don't seem to be enough time and what ever that I finished studying/memorizing just keep flying out of my brain and I have to go back and revise again and again so that I know everything off the top of my head and can answer teachers easily and confidently without wavering. But, I still have problems with that.
I am sorry if I have been complaining here a lot these days, but, earnestly, I am SICK and TIRED of studying. We have long hours for practical, theoretical and hospital classes, at least 7-8 hours spent there, and then we come home to do more studying for the next day.
Or perhaps, I am just not in a good condition today because I am so ticked off by Dr. Irina during Propaedeutics of Internal Diseases, that stupid woman went psycho on us today again, only that it lasted a lot longer this time round and it was unbearable, but we had to keep on a straight face anyway so that we won't get into trouble and just allow let her go nuts as much as she wanted to until she is satisfied and sedated after all that outbursts. Patience is virtue.
I really need sleep, and less stress, or else, I am going to become some scary monster with huge dark hideous eye bags under my eyes with unruly, messy hair that frightens other people. Arrrrrggghhh!
For the whole of this week, I wished that my body is rechargeable by a battery so that I wouldn't need sleep. I simply don't have time to sleep and being the human that I am, I definitely need sleep, no matter how limited. There just don't seem to be enough time and what ever that I finished studying/memorizing just keep flying out of my brain and I have to go back and revise again and again so that I know everything off the top of my head and can answer teachers easily and confidently without wavering. But, I still have problems with that.
I am sorry if I have been complaining here a lot these days, but, earnestly, I am SICK and TIRED of studying. We have long hours for practical, theoretical and hospital classes, at least 7-8 hours spent there, and then we come home to do more studying for the next day.
Or perhaps, I am just not in a good condition today because I am so ticked off by Dr. Irina during Propaedeutics of Internal Diseases, that stupid woman went psycho on us today again, only that it lasted a lot longer this time round and it was unbearable, but we had to keep on a straight face anyway so that we won't get into trouble and just allow let her go nuts as much as she wanted to until she is satisfied and sedated after all that outbursts. Patience is virtue.
I really need sleep, and less stress, or else, I am going to become some scary monster with huge dark hideous eye bags under my eyes with unruly, messy hair that frightens other people. Arrrrrggghhh!