Oct 03, 2004 16:11
ok so i wanted to go and see resident evil 2 today....my dad PROMISED we'd see it today.well now he doesnt want to go. so then he changes his mind but he wants to go to a late movie.well HELLO today is a sunday dumbass and i have school tomorrow and a shit load of exams to study for.why the fuck cant we just go to an early one wich is an hour from now UHHHHHHHHHHHHG. then he tells me "you shouldnt even be screwin around when you have tests to study for" wich was my point in the first place and the reason why i wanted to go early.so i just told him screw it and to go back to sleep. so he did becasue he's a butthead today and the world revolves around him and his stupid football games and his FUCKIN BEER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ok now that i vented....my mom called me and left a message crying telling me to call her back. she completely scared the shit outta me cuz i thought something happened to her or AJ but not the case.-she was really depressed and thinks shes gonna die all alone and all this stuff.now do you see where i get my melodramatic personality from??? lol but now im really worried about her. she said shes not use to being alone and now that im gone shes alone alot because john always comes and gets AJ.her boyfriend steve lives kinda far so he cant drive up everyday and see her of course. so im the only person she can really talk to cuz i understand what its like to feel depressed and alone i mean come on my entire middle school life felt that way until i became friends with ashley and other people. anywho shes having an anxiety attack and i dont know what to say or do to calm her down and help her.its likem y brain has gone dead thanx to STUPID EXAMS 7 exams is way to much at once...man o man do i miss 4 by 4 schedule.alright well i gotta go my moms crying again so i need to concentrate on calming her down ttyl byes