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uuuuggggh!
can you believe it?
i actually really want school to start.
I'm just a boring idiot during the summer, I do stupid things to get me in trouble and if I'm not off doing that, I'm sitting at home being lame.
There is one month and three days until school starts up again.
Another thing that sucks about this situation is that...
I shouldn't have to want school to start. I don't want to be one of those idiot kids who gets out of high school and has no idea what the fuck they're doing just because they're not in school.
But, where I am now and where I'll be in two years is a lot different.
So who knows.
Today(tomorrow) is Wednesday. What shall I do with myself?
Probably what I did today, with the exception of seeing Laurel, A.J., Sky and Thea.
Which, regardless of jumping in the pool with all my clothes on, was the highlight of my day.
If only Neal Cassidy were here.
I'd ask him, "Neal, could you please just sit still for just one moment while i take a quick photo? No? We've got to go? Where are we going? Where are you taking me? Oh thank God you're here. Let's go get Kesey with his golden curls atop his big body, his Oregon build and drawl, and Mountain Girl, with her head up in the skies, yelling about everyones' insecurities, pointing out that man's stutter, and lets paint the world in Day-Glo. Let's re-live it all tonight because I can't sleep without pills and neither can you. Because I'm a girl with a mind that wants to be tought, and you're the only one who goes my speed. Because I need to live. Take me to see the Pranksters in La Honda. Take me to see Kerouac. Take me across America. Take me On The Road."
and all I would get would be a blurry photo.. because he'd already be gone, jibber jabbering in the next room, digging on the colors, living.
can you believe it?
i actually really want school to start.
I'm just a boring idiot during the summer, I do stupid things to get me in trouble and if I'm not off doing that, I'm sitting at home being lame.
There is one month and three days until school starts up again.
Another thing that sucks about this situation is that...
I shouldn't have to want school to start. I don't want to be one of those idiot kids who gets out of high school and has no idea what the fuck they're doing just because they're not in school.
But, where I am now and where I'll be in two years is a lot different.
So who knows.
Today(tomorrow) is Wednesday. What shall I do with myself?
Probably what I did today, with the exception of seeing Laurel, A.J., Sky and Thea.
Which, regardless of jumping in the pool with all my clothes on, was the highlight of my day.
If only Neal Cassidy were here.
I'd ask him, "Neal, could you please just sit still for just one moment while i take a quick photo? No? We've got to go? Where are we going? Where are you taking me? Oh thank God you're here. Let's go get Kesey with his golden curls atop his big body, his Oregon build and drawl, and Mountain Girl, with her head up in the skies, yelling about everyones' insecurities, pointing out that man's stutter, and lets paint the world in Day-Glo. Let's re-live it all tonight because I can't sleep without pills and neither can you. Because I'm a girl with a mind that wants to be tought, and you're the only one who goes my speed. Because I need to live. Take me to see the Pranksters in La Honda. Take me to see Kerouac. Take me across America. Take me On The Road."
and all I would get would be a blurry photo.. because he'd already be gone, jibber jabbering in the next room, digging on the colors, living.