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I feel worhtless...I feel less then nothing...My mom can can never talk to me she always has to yell at me.Lately she has been telling me things like nobody likes me because i'm lazy and she told me before that i wasn't good for nothing...Because i don't help her...FIne thne i'm gonna clean and i don't wanna hear another word...And if she decides to talk down on me i will just ignore her...But it is gonna hurt me so much more...She always say things to make me feel bad...It's bad enuff i hate mysel fi have no self-esteem what so ever...I have no pride what so ever.maybe she is stressed and i know it is all my fault...Maybe i should kill myself so she wont have to deal with acs or anything no more...I just feel so down and i'm at the edge and i am being pushed...I'm gonna fall soon...she is playing games with me...I have to go to va for a week...I'm sorry Juliet i will be back up for our 6 month anni i promise you...Ill be back for hollowen...I'm sorry...Well ima go now...
Trying not to cut myself...But what's the point...If i bleed anyway...uncertain about life...uncertain about myself...
Trying not to cut myself...But what's the point...If i bleed anyway...uncertain about life...uncertain about myself...