i am displaced
I update so much while I'm on vacation! But I have some things I want to rant about.
I was so fed up with my room being disgusting so I finally just cleaned it. I'm still not done and it's taking me forever, but it will be clean before I go to bed, I promise.
So here's my rant. I was sorting through my old video tapes on which I would obsessively record every episode of all my favorite shows. On one tape was the series finale of Felicity, and even though I watched only a tidbit of it, I cried and cried. I started thinking about all these television shows that used to define my life--Dawson's Creek, Felicity, Buffy, and others...and I really miss not only the shows, but that period in my life. And then I started thinking, how are we supposed to come to terms with the fact that chapters in our lives are continually ending? Sometimes they are just gradual changes...like one day I wasn't just like, "Hey, I should stop watching the WB so much and go get a life." Things changed, shows ended, I grew up. And then there are those changes that aren't so gradual. Like what's going to happen the day after graduation? We'll be done. What will our lives revolve around at that point? Now don't get me wrong. There is nobody that wants to get out of Pinkerton more than I do. Some people are truly enjoying their senior year and are sad about the fact that it will be over very soon, but I am not, and graduation cannot come soon enough as far as I'm concerned. But it will be hard when things change, I'll admit. Life as we know it will no longer exist; nothing will ever be the same. Am I being dramatic? Yes, but that's just my way. It's just sad to stop and think about how many changes have occured over the last 5 or 6 years. It's unreal how much I have changed and the people around me have changed. Sometimes we forget about those things that have happened, but stopping to think about them makes me pretty sad.
Annnnnyway....I guess the point of all this was: I would like all four seasons of Felicity on DVD for my birthday.
Mwahahaha!!!!
I was so fed up with my room being disgusting so I finally just cleaned it. I'm still not done and it's taking me forever, but it will be clean before I go to bed, I promise.
So here's my rant. I was sorting through my old video tapes on which I would obsessively record every episode of all my favorite shows. On one tape was the series finale of Felicity, and even though I watched only a tidbit of it, I cried and cried. I started thinking about all these television shows that used to define my life--Dawson's Creek, Felicity, Buffy, and others...and I really miss not only the shows, but that period in my life. And then I started thinking, how are we supposed to come to terms with the fact that chapters in our lives are continually ending? Sometimes they are just gradual changes...like one day I wasn't just like, "Hey, I should stop watching the WB so much and go get a life." Things changed, shows ended, I grew up. And then there are those changes that aren't so gradual. Like what's going to happen the day after graduation? We'll be done. What will our lives revolve around at that point? Now don't get me wrong. There is nobody that wants to get out of Pinkerton more than I do. Some people are truly enjoying their senior year and are sad about the fact that it will be over very soon, but I am not, and graduation cannot come soon enough as far as I'm concerned. But it will be hard when things change, I'll admit. Life as we know it will no longer exist; nothing will ever be the same. Am I being dramatic? Yes, but that's just my way. It's just sad to stop and think about how many changes have occured over the last 5 or 6 years. It's unreal how much I have changed and the people around me have changed. Sometimes we forget about those things that have happened, but stopping to think about them makes me pretty sad.
Annnnnyway....I guess the point of all this was: I would like all four seasons of Felicity on DVD for my birthday.
Mwahahaha!!!!