Yeah, it's been nine months and a week since I found out. I never worked out for sure the exact dates or anything though so...
But we'd have a baby now and it's weird. I don't know how I feel about it. I mean, I'm sure that we made the right choice cause I'm not ready to have a kid, no way!, but it was still a baby that would have been a real live person of ours right now. I guess I just feel confused still.
I love you forever. I'm glad you're not going anywhere. I don't ever want us to break.
Yeah, you're right about how we did the right thing cos I can't imagine myself with a kid now, there's too much shit in the world and if that didn't screw it up I probably would've.
Yeah, I know. People just keep getting killed and tortured and kidnapped and burned to death. It's all so horrible. I don't know how the people having kids can stand it.
I don't think you'd screw up a kid. I think you'd be a great dad. You'd love it and that means more than almost anything, right?
But we'd have a baby now and it's weird. I don't know how I feel about it. I mean, I'm sure that we made the right choice cause I'm not ready to have a kid, no way!, but it was still a baby that would have been a real live person of ours right now. I guess I just feel confused still.
I love you forever. I'm glad you're not going anywhere. I don't ever want us to break.
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Hey, don't worry bout that. We're unbreakable.
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I don't think you'd screw up a kid. I think you'd be a great dad. You'd love it and that means more than almost anything, right?
Good :)
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