Mar 22, 2005 03:38
I can't wait to see how long it's going to take people to find this. Let me begin by saying to most all of you that you need to get a grip on reality. Life is too short to go around making mistakes that are going to take a long time for people to forget. Whether your running around with a psychopathic liar, heck, even if you are one yourself, or whether your trying to stop smoking and drugs, or if you have a weird distaste for the President, and won't let anyone tell you different. I urge everyone to not only open your minds, but get a grip on reality, and go with it for once, instead of trying to make some sort of bizarre statement, that your an "individual."
I have faith you can lose weight, I have faith you can kick the drugs, and I have faith you can get the stupidity slapped out of you, if you only give common sense a try!!!! It's great! I promise! Instead of telling me, where I've been, and what I've been doing.....you may want to consider the source of where you heard it in the first place. On a personal note, to no one in particular....Everything, I'm saying here, I would say to the persons face. You won't see me do this bullcrap middle school stuff of writing about how pissed I am at someone, then be sweet as sugar to their face.
This is not saying I dislike anyone, because I don't. I will just be sure to take some bodygaurds, and valume the next time I chose to be around you, unless you stop all the bullcrap. Your life will be soo much easier once you learn to live one of truth. Heck, in some ways I'm still working on that, but at least I won't lie to you. I sure wish I hadn't sold myself short for so long with people who were feeding me stories so unbelievably untrue, the only one who would've fallen for it, is the same one that wanted to believe you were such a great person to begin with. Did you pass up a good friend or what? Of course I never say "never," so who knows what the future holds.
I talked with your sister tonight, it's hard reading her body language, I can't tell if she believed everything we told her, which was the truth, or if she was putting on a front, *sigh. When someone who normally doesn't, tries to act mature, I just never have been able to tell what to believe. Of course this last situation wasn't as bad as being told to call a friend of yours, days later, only to get yelled at by a parent of hers. I still don't know what they were smoking, drinking, etc. So, here's to all of you, and to my view of our world together, I'm not sure if it will end up being big enough for the group of us, but only time will tell I suppose. I think it's time to go to bed, so I hope you all enjoy, pe@ce.