LOL I am glad I am not the only one ;) I have been a lurker (semi) at soompi just to get any information I can. Are you little bit worried what will happen after this show goes off the air? I know I feel that way, but I felt this way when I lost CH so I just need to find something else even though that will be terribly hard ;). I got like one paragraph wrote from CY's perspective right now, but it don't mean shit since my inspiration bug left the building for this show.
This is what I got...sadly (I use CY and ES while writing just to make things quicker...find/replace = my friend and if you see a random c it means with. Medical terminology always ends up being my shorthand):
CY admired her ability to just let go, as terrified as she was, she was choosing to be happy in this life. She wanted him to go down that path with her willingly or not. He had many questions for her such as 'how does she suppose that holding her while she dies wouldn't gut him?' The plan to 'fight' to live all while he had to watch her die was almost comical if it didn't cause his throat to restrict all oxygen to his lungs. This plan while there were points he understood, the point where she wanted to be happy with him confused him. He couldn't even protect her from the world he lived in, what good was a plan if he couldn't do the only thing he was good at? She was going to die. Where did that leave him? Her plans one fault was ignoring that her leaving this world was death to him. He didn't want to live to 'protect' a world that took her away from him, or for that matter he didn't want to be in a world without her. That was her faulty logic right there. She didn't want to go home to 'heaven' sighting that it would cause her to 'live like a dead person’, logical reasoning that defies factual details such as: He would be living like the dead if she left, and if she stayed to die.
Anyway that was almost as far as I could get before wandering into no-mans land of grabbing at straws just to get an idea. I hate this place. Really hate not having an inspiration for writing course it goes along with my lazy bone really well ;)
This is what I got...sadly (I use CY and ES while writing just to make things quicker...find/replace = my friend and if you see a random c it means with. Medical terminology always ends up being my shorthand):
CY admired her ability to just let go, as terrified as she was, she was choosing to be happy in this life. She wanted him to go down that path with her willingly or not. He had many questions for her such as 'how does she suppose that holding her while she dies wouldn't gut him?' The plan to 'fight' to live all while he had to watch her die was almost comical if it didn't cause his throat to restrict all oxygen to his lungs. This plan while there were points he understood, the point where she wanted to be happy with him confused him. He couldn't even protect her from the world he lived in, what good was a plan if he couldn't do the only thing he was good at? She was going to die. Where did that leave him? Her plans one fault was ignoring that her leaving this world was death to him. He didn't want to live to 'protect' a world that took her away from him, or for that matter he didn't want to be in a world without her. That was her faulty logic right there. She didn't want to go home to 'heaven' sighting that it would cause her to 'live like a dead person’, logical reasoning that defies factual details such as: He would be living like the dead if she left, and if she stayed to die.
Anyway that was almost as far as I could get before wandering into no-mans land of grabbing at straws just to get an idea. I hate this place. Really hate not having an inspiration for writing course it goes along with my lazy bone really well ;)
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