Faith fanfic recs...

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I bring you more!

The awesome craxycat_76 has two Choi Young/Eun Soo fics - Desperation and Lingering.

The equally awesome rockharlequin has just finished her four-part CY/ES fic. Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4.

And last, but not least, a super-cool Anon left me some deliciously NC-17 CY/ES fic here.

Happy reading! I am off to watch this week's Arang and the

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A MOMENT

All he was able to think about was her eyes, her sad, full of care and worry eyes. They haunted him day and night and he could not shake the feeling of longing that she had when she looked at him.
“ Imja, she could not possibly…. I know, she should not. I know, she could not love me, she could not possibly want me to love her back, because…. That means she would not leave. I know she has to leave, and she does, too. What she said then in Heavens language, I did not understand, but I understood her eyes. All I could hear that we would part at the end, part for eternity and nothing ever will change that after she steps through the heaven’s door. And then when she cried and asked to like me and begged me to let her stay… and forget? !!
I should have a clear head; I need to erase what she said to make sure I could protect her. What do I do? What can I do? Am I even allowed to hold her and love her and kiss her and not let go because it hurts me so much just to think about it? And the scariest thing is I can feel that it hurts her, too. Is not it the right thing to do - to take her pain, her fear away, to make her feel loved and secure just for a moment? If we could only have this moment together, then what happens after does not matter. Doesn’t it? “
He was watching her sleep, unsettled, crying quietly. He gently touched her hand and her fingers responded, securely wrapping around his palm, not letting go. He was startled. He was afraid to move any more.
Imja, are you asleep? - He asked in whisper, hoping she would not answer and he could continue sitting just holding her hand till she wakes up in the morning, the warm hand he loved so much.
She whispered back, not opening her eyes, as if dreaming: “ I’m here, I’m with you”
He looked upon her face; a tear ran down her chick. He just reacted, in an instinctual impulse.
And as if the time slowed with every breath, not fully aware of what he was doing, he put lips where her tear has fallen a second ago. It was warm, salty and oh so so dear to his heart. Once his lips touched her chick, he felt the electrical current run through him, burning. It was the first time in his life when it happened with his KI, when he could not stop it or control it. Choi Young, who used to take pride in managing his feelings, not letting them take over, was not in control any longer. He knew he would not stop or even should not stop.
His lips continued moving down to her neck, he was covering her with kisses; he was engulfed by the experience of feeling her softness and smelling her skin… She continued to hold his hand and lifted her head.
“You are burning. Look at me”
He stopped. Nothing could have stopped him in this world, but her voice. He looked up to her, breathing so heavily, feverish, and almost fainting from the force within him. She simply moved an inch closer, finding his lips with her own. That’s all. That was all that needed to calm down the storm, to balance his KI. His body relaxed in relief. He allowed her to kiss him and just be in the moment. This moment is all they had, anyway.
They kissed each other in a way that felt so natural, so familiar, as if they had done it many times before. It was comforting to feel her calm and steady passion pass through him with each breath and move. No one knows how long this lasted. They both faded into each other and felt each other, each trying to memorize and hold the memories forever. There was no longer any reservation.
When Choi Young woke up, he was confused for a split second: she was next to him, her hair on his cheek, he was holding her and - it was not a dream.
Imja, Sarane. He whispered. She smiled a bright relaxed smile, with her eyes closed.
Now they had to survive to live and be together, but this was one thing General Choi Young was good at. Especially with the Yuan nation now after the High Doctor, this night will help them through. They are partners and they can do it together.