Life seems to come together...for now
I botched the job interview at Greater Atlantic...well, botched maybe isn't right, because it was barely even an interview at all - it consisted of filling out an application and a psychological test, and then 5 of us bullshitting with the Hiring manager for 20 minutes - mainly talking about movies I'd never heard of and places I've never traveled to - and then 2 questions in the supposed one on one interview. The job sounded stupid anyways (selling stuff in stores) so I'm glad they didn't call me back, but I was angry they required professional business attire for a 5 minute interview. I'm not so angry about it now though since I have an interview tomorrow at a staffing agency that might find me part time office work. I've basically come to the conclusion that all job search sites are bullshit, especially Craigs List. Nearly every job I've gotten was because I knew somebody, and the one that wasn't I found out about in the newspaper ads. But I'll try this employment agency anyways. If nothing else, it's in Mentor so it gives me a good excuse to meet up with a friend of mine who lives in Painesvile and who I don't see nearly often enough (plus she's giving me some jeans that should fit). Aside from all this coming together yesterday, I also found a friend who's interested in going to drum jams with me! Who is sober! (I've kind of been avoiding them because the ones I used to go to revolve around intoxicated drumming). Yesterday was fabulous. Today not so much, anxiety is eating away at me. Not so much for the job interview, which I don't really give a crap about honestly now that I know that my husband doesn't care if I work or not, but because said husband didn't say goodbye to me this morning and I'm anxiously awaiting his return home. I'll barely see him though, for an hour at best, because i'm going out and getting my nails done with a good friend and we're going out to dinner so I won't see him again until it's my bedtime. I told him yesterday I wish we could just cuddle all day. But he has to work if I'm not going to do it.