Amends
There are certain people that I want to make amends to, to continue my path of redemption (mainly to myself) of the twelve steps. A couple of them I have tried to befriend on facebook so that I can send them a message, but to no avail...and I just re-read one post by a certain someone about how horrible I was (in college) but I think I could have made up with her to some extent back them if I hadn't been so utterly defensive. Granted some of it is blaming me for things that aren't really my fault, but nothing about my behavior was making the situation any better and I was not acting out of concern for others. Aside from my cousin, I don't know how to reach these people outside of facebook as they live far away, so I guess if they won't friend me I can assume they won't accept my regrets and apologies either. I dunno. I don't expect everyone to accept my amends but it would be nice if they were willing to listen before rejecting me...