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Ugh. So I just wrote an entire entry. And it didn't freakin post because there was some stupid database crap thing. .Irritating.
But so anyways...
I'm bored. Which is why I'm updating.
But I really have nothing to say.
I'm still angry.
I still hate a plethora of people in my life.
I'm still tired of sacrificing myself.
I'm still tired of being used.
I'm still tired of being lied to, backstabbed and betrayed.
I'm still tired of being hurt.
I'm still tired of fake people who only pretend to be your friend despite the fact that they're really not and they really don't care all that much, they're only saying it so you won't be angry or hurt or whatever and you'll think you have someone on your side... when you really don't at all.
I'm still tired of being thought of as nothing other than shit.
BUUUUUUUT
Elizabeth Day is a whore.
She's growing up so fast *tear*
And her mother amuses me more than anything. I love La Madre De Elizabeth Day.
eeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Blah. So I'm kinda in a good mood yet kinda in a craplicious mood. And I'm cold 'cuz that's what eating Ice Cream does.
I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. Day 2's should just be wiped off the face of the Earth. Murdered. Slaughtered. Killed. Dead. Get my drift?
I kinda feel bad though. Because I used to walk with Nofar to her Bio class after PA because I don't feel like being the first person in my Spanish class. But I can't bring myself to do it anymore. It's too hard and hurtful and really ruins my entire day actually. It wasn't so bad when it didn't happen all that often. Now... not so much. But I still make the walk sometimes. Most of the time actually. The floor has quickly become one of my new best friends. You never really notice all the happenings in a floor until you stare at it hard enough.
Yea. That paragraph was probably incomprehensible. Deal with it. I'm not elaborating. Sorry dears, I understood it. And that suffices enough.
So I'm bored.
I think I'm done here though.
I don't have anything else to say.
Grrrrr...
But so anyways...
I'm bored. Which is why I'm updating.
But I really have nothing to say.
I'm still angry.
I still hate a plethora of people in my life.
I'm still tired of sacrificing myself.
I'm still tired of being used.
I'm still tired of being lied to, backstabbed and betrayed.
I'm still tired of being hurt.
I'm still tired of fake people who only pretend to be your friend despite the fact that they're really not and they really don't care all that much, they're only saying it so you won't be angry or hurt or whatever and you'll think you have someone on your side... when you really don't at all.
I'm still tired of being thought of as nothing other than shit.
BUUUUUUUT
Elizabeth Day is a whore.
She's growing up so fast *tear*
And her mother amuses me more than anything. I love La Madre De Elizabeth Day.
eeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Blah. So I'm kinda in a good mood yet kinda in a craplicious mood. And I'm cold 'cuz that's what eating Ice Cream does.
I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. Day 2's should just be wiped off the face of the Earth. Murdered. Slaughtered. Killed. Dead. Get my drift?
I kinda feel bad though. Because I used to walk with Nofar to her Bio class after PA because I don't feel like being the first person in my Spanish class. But I can't bring myself to do it anymore. It's too hard and hurtful and really ruins my entire day actually. It wasn't so bad when it didn't happen all that often. Now... not so much. But I still make the walk sometimes. Most of the time actually. The floor has quickly become one of my new best friends. You never really notice all the happenings in a floor until you stare at it hard enough.
Yea. That paragraph was probably incomprehensible. Deal with it. I'm not elaborating. Sorry dears, I understood it. And that suffices enough.
So I'm bored.
I think I'm done here though.
I don't have anything else to say.
Grrrrr...