My first gay party

Oct 26, 2003 01:36

I can't do it. I'm not a party person. I'm sorry.

I don't enjoy dancing. I don't enjoy drinking. I don't enjoy acting gay.

I'm not bitter about the night. I wasn't unhappy; I was just not involved.

"I'm sorry," I told Adam right before I headed for the door. "There's only one reason I stayed as long as I did."

Opening the door I emerged into downtown Evanston--a world that was cold and still and empty and dark. I had just spent several hours in a small throbbing apartment, and the transition was abrupt.

And that leaves me with my first college crush.
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