A new era
Well, as little progress with my mom's condition occurs, the harder life is. I've returned to work, but it hasn't been too good. I just hate being here. It was actually more theraputic for me to be at the hospital with my mom. But nevertheless, I have to make a "living."
Please continue to pray. This is so hard to deal with for many reason. One being because we don't know if my mom will make it. Another is that if she does make it, what condition will she be in? Will she recover fully? Will she experience memory loss? Will she be in a vegetative state the rest of her life or will she be able to move.
Judging from what we've seen so far, she's doing ok. Her body is healthy, and that's important for a possible recover. But she's in a coma right now, and I ache for her to come back. She's imprisoned in a flesh tent that only God can release. And he'll release it into heaven or earth.
I believe in miracles. She received many. So I'm not questioning if He can do a miracle for my mom. My question is will He? It may be His will to take her home to heaven, but then again it may not. It's very peculiar that He's allowed her to live. She was without adequate oxygen to the brain for around 15-18 minutes. CPR was the only thing that they could do to get her heart pumping again. And yet, her body remains perfectly healthy. Why wouldn't God just take her when her heart stopped? Why keep her alive? Only time will tell.
Please continue to pray. This is so hard to deal with for many reason. One being because we don't know if my mom will make it. Another is that if she does make it, what condition will she be in? Will she recover fully? Will she experience memory loss? Will she be in a vegetative state the rest of her life or will she be able to move.
Judging from what we've seen so far, she's doing ok. Her body is healthy, and that's important for a possible recover. But she's in a coma right now, and I ache for her to come back. She's imprisoned in a flesh tent that only God can release. And he'll release it into heaven or earth.
I believe in miracles. She received many. So I'm not questioning if He can do a miracle for my mom. My question is will He? It may be His will to take her home to heaven, but then again it may not. It's very peculiar that He's allowed her to live. She was without adequate oxygen to the brain for around 15-18 minutes. CPR was the only thing that they could do to get her heart pumping again. And yet, her body remains perfectly healthy. Why wouldn't God just take her when her heart stopped? Why keep her alive? Only time will tell.