Ok, lots to catch up on. 26 I think, maybe..yeah I'm pretty sure. Anyway, so finished my french painting. Got head chair person of my legislative group in my econ class (yeah for 3rd highest grade in the class), teched all week long...That sucked poo poo monkey butt! Especially since my hormones are all fucked up from the pill...oh sorry "the pill"..yeah..fuckin a shit crack.
I'm really on edge, but i know that paul will keep me sane, even though I freak out while he's not around. Then see him and calm down. I just used his chapstick! I hate Michele! She's a stupid douche.! she ate my salad that Paul made for me, and then she cries about everything and is a big know it all baby that needs to be punched!
Paul is in the shower like 15 feet away..what the hell am I doing in here?!!!!!!!!! he'll be mm mm good when he gets out! I'm excited. Guess I'll have to go get all spruced up for him later when we go back to my house before the movie. yes? yes. i know.
Ok, so i'm in a poo mood, cuz i think too much, so i wrote a poem while paul was sleeping on me. i sent it to my email through my phone...and i'm just going to copy and paste, cuz i'm a lazy bum!
I just want to spend my whole life loving you.
i'm afraid where this path may lead us.
it scares me to know we might get lost.
for i'm not nearly done loving you
and i don't ever want this to end.
i'm afraid of what the future holds.
i'm afraid to know if this holds strong.
My love for you has grown so strong
and my heart aches to know we'll be parted.
i know it's not that far.
and that my love for you will forever stay in my heart.
i just don't like the thought of going a day without you.
i used to countdown the days of rarity
when i'd get to hear your voice and see your smile.
i used to yearn for you each day in between.
and now i've got you by my side
and i've forgotten how to let you go.
mostly because i don't want to.
i love you with all that i have
and i want you to be all that i know.
i love you my dear
and that love will forever grow
YAY! axe! ok..time for me to go! yummy paul! not so yummy me..gotta fix that! 1 and ] and also slash