Dec 03, 2005 22:08
Well right now it feels like i just lost the three best friends that i have ever had and i dont even know what i did. according to someone i rubed shit into my friends face about hanging out with someone else when all what i did was say i was hanging out with someone, thats all. i didnt mean to start anything. i never wanted jack shit to happen,but i guess it did cuz now 3 of my friends hate me and im not getting that back. and i dont even feel like saying sory anymore cuz it dosent do any good. I have always tried being there for everyone that needed me but to the ones that hate me i guess im an asshole of a friend. Well guess what, you win. im done. im done trying to make everything right again. Now im just gonna leave everything fucked up and not fix anything. because i cant take this anymore. It feels like i am the one always fucking up and i hate it.
So hears the gun
Pull the trigger so i dont have to breath anymore. because it seems like that is exactly what you want.