Relationships anonamous: session 1

[danfoldscranes]

"My last physically intimate experience involved without a question the most important woman in my life, Jenny. Jenny is one of five... the five friends i was tight twizzlers with. I met her first in sixth grade through John Yerdon. Now John was the most popular kid in my class back then, and so this was big for me. We started hanging out... and by seventh grade John, Jenny, another Jon (whole different subject, whole different session) Chris, and Tom, were pioneering a new age of substance abuse and rebel attitude among the school. It was the age of the inhalant, the "pharmi" vics, and oc's, hydros. Though i rarely partook of things of that sort, i have a complete and thorough understanding of their consequences... and this "five year plan" got us just that... five years and by senior year i was the only one that hadn't done jail time, let alone the only one who had a clean record. Now jenny and i are the only one's of that five that see each other anymore. We are so close... of course Jenny, the craziest california role of social and mental disorder around. An alcoholic, who's codependency completely overshadows mine. I love her of course... and have tried to help her... but i can't help her... because i need help. Our last encounter... ended like every encounter... except i ended up in a drunken stupor in the bathroom... flushing a condom down the toilet... not remembering a thing that happened before it... and thanking god that i had used protection. And i don't know if she knows, we never talk about it... so it was repressed stress... i think talking about it helped... thanks everybody. And so here i am... She calls me every now and then... wants to "have a couple beers". but it is so weird for me... stressful, scary. I don't know what to do..."

"Alright everybody... let's thank Bill for talking with us."