I don't understand how you could have fallen in love with me last night...I was miserable and depressed out of my mind, far from being anything loveable.
Sometimes feelings mislead us. I hope you're not really in love with me...and I say this in the kindest way Dan, because you're a special friend to me. I've suspected for a while that you've liked me...but I'm in no place to like anyone right now, and...am still sort of stuck on Ben as retarded as that sounds. Loving me or liking me is usually a hopeless cause...and I don't think you deserve something like that. You deserve someone affectionate, warm, and who isn't so insecure as me...and lost, and dying intnerally. You deserve someone full of life, who's ready. I can't love anyone right now.
But hey, I forgive you. And this doesn't really scare me...it makes me sad, and worried...that I could hurt my friend. You're like a brother to me...and I cherish family more then anything else in this world...next to nature.
Just take some time, think things through and out. I'm still here as your friend.
Sometimes feelings mislead us. I hope you're not really in love with me...and I say this in the kindest way Dan, because you're a special friend to me. I've suspected for a while that you've liked me...but I'm in no place to like anyone right now, and...am still sort of stuck on Ben as retarded as that sounds. Loving me or liking me is usually a hopeless cause...and I don't think you deserve something like that. You deserve someone affectionate, warm, and who isn't so insecure as me...and lost, and dying intnerally. You deserve someone full of life, who's ready. I can't love anyone right now.
But hey, I forgive you. And this doesn't really scare me...it makes me sad, and worried...that I could hurt my friend. You're like a brother to me...and I cherish family more then anything else in this world...next to nature.
Just take some time, think things through and out. I'm still here as your friend.
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