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[daneo]

Waiting on your window pane
my fingers are cold 'coz
I can't feel you anymore
say it over again
sing it to myself
you're brave
there's an angel at the end of my see-saw
I'm too scared to knock at all
it's stupid I know but
I don't know you anymore
say it over again
sing it to myself
you're brave
if you fall down you can get up for more
Standing in the rain at four
it's stupid I know but
you don't love me anymore
say it over again
sing it to myself
you're brave
though you can't see you can
heal that sore
Waiting on your window pane
my fingers are cold 'coz
I can't feel you anymore
say it over again
sing it to myself
you're brave
there's an angel at the end of my see-saw

i dont know what to say i realy dont! today hasent been a good day ! i thaught that if i started drinking everything would work its self out but i was so wrong! in a way things have gotten worse! noone will chat to me! all im getting is bullshit reasons to leave! i woke up with such a positive outlook, i thaught today was going to be a good day... now... im trying my best, all i can think about is that i want 2 stick this piece of broken glass in to my arm !

... i need something i dont have right now!
im fucking stupid!!!

SHIT SHIT SHITTTT! FUCK IM STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

who gives a fuck'