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No matter how far I think I have come God keeps on revealing to me that He has so much more enstore for me, His plan is the only thing that keeps me going. It frusterates me sometimes that people come to me for important input and really care what I think and/or that I have such an influence on how other people deal with life. Not trying to sound stuck up or anything but sometimes it gets a little overwhelming knowing that you (meaning the reader) and I have such power to help or hinder others.
Think about it, what little things do you do, or not do that could completely change someone's day/week/year? A kind word can prevent others from going home and commiting suicide. But on the other hand it could result in them feeling worthless, and acting it out.
Just a couple minutes ago a friend of mine asked me what I thought about a decision he had made to inforce in his household, with his roommate. Now Im thinking, could I have said something more? Was I really ready to say what God wanted me to? Some other thoughts are: why cant I just put my thoughts into words? Is there something wrong with me? Life is really hard, there is so many questions that I cannot answer and desperately want to solve.
But I really dont need to, because God has it all under control. He knows whats going to happen, and why. All the why's, whats, when's are his way to direct us to Him. Theres a purpose to this life, more than just having fun or achieving success. None of that will last, it will fade into only a memory.
But God is always there, and wants us to know he loves us.
How can something so simple be so hard to understand?
Think about it, what little things do you do, or not do that could completely change someone's day/week/year? A kind word can prevent others from going home and commiting suicide. But on the other hand it could result in them feeling worthless, and acting it out.
Just a couple minutes ago a friend of mine asked me what I thought about a decision he had made to inforce in his household, with his roommate. Now Im thinking, could I have said something more? Was I really ready to say what God wanted me to? Some other thoughts are: why cant I just put my thoughts into words? Is there something wrong with me? Life is really hard, there is so many questions that I cannot answer and desperately want to solve.
But I really dont need to, because God has it all under control. He knows whats going to happen, and why. All the why's, whats, when's are his way to direct us to Him. Theres a purpose to this life, more than just having fun or achieving success. None of that will last, it will fade into only a memory.
But God is always there, and wants us to know he loves us.
How can something so simple be so hard to understand?