Insomnia
I have not posted on here in 84 weeks. I will not attempt to explain what has happened in my life since then. (I highly doubt anyone REALLY cares.) Although I do think this is a healthy vice and it maya have helped had I have used it through some tough times. I think I'll just post more cryptic entries..like this one.
I couldn't sleep tonight. When I can't sleep I'll do a variety of things, one of them is become desperate. I try to find her. I don't know why, maybe I just wanna know if she is alive and okay, or I'm curious to see what she looks like now. And every time I look I get more and more frustated. I even used a myspace account again just fot this purpose. Who in the hell in this day and age has absolutley no cyber trail? No Facebook, No My Space, no nothing. The only other person under 30 I know like that is this girl that broke my heart. But more on that later, maybe. I felt good about it tonight, I even found the name of her Dads boat company...creepy I know but still made me feel like I could be a good private investigator. I just dont want her to be dead, and what if she is? And I work hard to find that out, what will I do then?
I couldn't sleep tonight. When I can't sleep I'll do a variety of things, one of them is become desperate. I try to find her. I don't know why, maybe I just wanna know if she is alive and okay, or I'm curious to see what she looks like now. And every time I look I get more and more frustated. I even used a myspace account again just fot this purpose. Who in the hell in this day and age has absolutley no cyber trail? No Facebook, No My Space, no nothing. The only other person under 30 I know like that is this girl that broke my heart. But more on that later, maybe. I felt good about it tonight, I even found the name of her Dads boat company...creepy I know but still made me feel like I could be a good private investigator. I just dont want her to be dead, and what if she is? And I work hard to find that out, what will I do then?