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sitting in macro is pretty depressing. i don't really understand this subject yet. mostly cause i switched into this class late. and i don't pay attention. but everyone in this class is just as apathetic as i am. so that doesn't say much about my teacher. i think it is the teacher's responsibility to keep their students interested in class. well. i mean i should be motivated enough myself...but no one answers her questions and she just stares blankly back. sigh. fuck apathy ;)
i had a really really really bad nightmare last night. it started out with my parents throwing me a big fancy party. i don't know what it was for, but it was really ritzy and nice. erik wouldn't come. which upset me. then i was talking to this kid over a webcam and he was really annoying, i told him he could bring people to the party & he was asking about the dresscode and he kept asking if he could wear ridiculous outfits and i kept getting more and more pissed off at him. so, i was getting frustrated, and my mom was trying to calm me down. but my dad yelled at her. and like, my dad NEVER yells, so it was quite distressing. she was crying and i was crying, and caroline was there trying to make things better. so i was sitting in a room with my mom and caroline and my grandma, and the phone rang. it was my aunt betsy. i thought that if i talked to her, i would feel better. she is the type of person to understand frustration like mine. but when i talked to her on the phone, she didnt really care. she just kept talking about stuff that i didn't wanna hear about. it was time to leave for the party and then i woke up. this may not sound like a nightmare. but to me it was. i was so upset through out it, it was one of those dreams that you wake up with tears in your eyes and cry till you realize it was just a dream. my parents never ever argue, i guess thats what shook me up so much.
i tripped with liz on saturday. we went to matt's around 1:00, and didn't leave till like 10:00. such is the way of mushrooms and matt's appartment. it was a really random thing...i like when drugs just...happen...unplanned. liz and i were gonna go adventuring around d.c, but then we were on mushrooms. so. that didnt really happen. i had a really good time. i watched aqua teen hunger force, drank some beer, and learned some really really cool things about the mind of the male. mike and adler were discussing this girl most of the day and it was so...interesting to hear their different approaches on the subject. i love those boys. alot. good trip.
i had a really really really bad nightmare last night. it started out with my parents throwing me a big fancy party. i don't know what it was for, but it was really ritzy and nice. erik wouldn't come. which upset me. then i was talking to this kid over a webcam and he was really annoying, i told him he could bring people to the party & he was asking about the dresscode and he kept asking if he could wear ridiculous outfits and i kept getting more and more pissed off at him. so, i was getting frustrated, and my mom was trying to calm me down. but my dad yelled at her. and like, my dad NEVER yells, so it was quite distressing. she was crying and i was crying, and caroline was there trying to make things better. so i was sitting in a room with my mom and caroline and my grandma, and the phone rang. it was my aunt betsy. i thought that if i talked to her, i would feel better. she is the type of person to understand frustration like mine. but when i talked to her on the phone, she didnt really care. she just kept talking about stuff that i didn't wanna hear about. it was time to leave for the party and then i woke up. this may not sound like a nightmare. but to me it was. i was so upset through out it, it was one of those dreams that you wake up with tears in your eyes and cry till you realize it was just a dream. my parents never ever argue, i guess thats what shook me up so much.
i tripped with liz on saturday. we went to matt's around 1:00, and didn't leave till like 10:00. such is the way of mushrooms and matt's appartment. it was a really random thing...i like when drugs just...happen...unplanned. liz and i were gonna go adventuring around d.c, but then we were on mushrooms. so. that didnt really happen. i had a really good time. i watched aqua teen hunger force, drank some beer, and learned some really really cool things about the mind of the male. mike and adler were discussing this girl most of the day and it was so...interesting to hear their different approaches on the subject. i love those boys. alot. good trip.