the past few weeks and stuff
i decided to pledge a sorority. Sigma Delta Tau. i'm not entirely sure why. i like alot of the girls in it, its very good for networking in the future, i get to go to alot of sweet parties, i get to meet alot of new people, and i get to do community service and feel good about myself. Right now i'm a pledge and they make us do different events to get closer with the sisters and then we get inducted as members. i don't know how far i wanna take this now. after spending alot of time with the pledge sisters i'm kind of not as into it as i was...half of them are really chill, and the other half are uptight preppy annoying bitches that take things way too seriously. i don't think i wanna go through with the entire process now. its so much...work...liz and i decided to pledge together, and she's decided to de-pledge. i don't want to let her decision affect mine...but i feel like she has some good reasons. and she and i are very similar people so if shes not doing it, then maybe i shouldnt?
i'm pretty sure i have pink eye. WHICH SUCKS ASS. liz had it last week, and now my eye is red...i have an appointment at 2:15 at which they will report the inevitable. tomorrow night is the crush dance...its a sorority thing...they rent out a club and every girl brings 2 guys as her date. so theres alot of boys. but now that i have pink eye i don't really feel like getting all dressed up and stuff. i was really really really looking foreward to it too. maybe i'll still go...i'll have to see if i can get some eyedrops or something to take care of the redness...blehhhhh why is life so hard. as of right now i only have 1 date for it...which is my boyfriend. but hes done such a good job of alienating all of my other male friends that i can't even think of anyone else to bring...this sucks sucks sucks. blehhhhh im really angry. i hate my health.
i've been spending all of my time with my boyfriend. which is awesome. but i feel bad that i don't really see my friends as much as i used to. especially with sorority pledging and stuff. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i'm really really really frustrated.
i'm pretty sure i have pink eye. WHICH SUCKS ASS. liz had it last week, and now my eye is red...i have an appointment at 2:15 at which they will report the inevitable. tomorrow night is the crush dance...its a sorority thing...they rent out a club and every girl brings 2 guys as her date. so theres alot of boys. but now that i have pink eye i don't really feel like getting all dressed up and stuff. i was really really really looking foreward to it too. maybe i'll still go...i'll have to see if i can get some eyedrops or something to take care of the redness...blehhhhh why is life so hard. as of right now i only have 1 date for it...which is my boyfriend. but hes done such a good job of alienating all of my other male friends that i can't even think of anyone else to bring...this sucks sucks sucks. blehhhhh im really angry. i hate my health.
i've been spending all of my time with my boyfriend. which is awesome. but i feel bad that i don't really see my friends as much as i used to. especially with sorority pledging and stuff. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i'm really really really frustrated.