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what i did.... the hospital has just called me to recover and i said... NO...my god i sais No for i was scared. I'm so stupid. I mean,i dont want to get better? the row truth is not,i jut want....nothing.... i will stay at home everyday crying and eating and crying and sleeping and purging and purging and my life will end this way. this fucked way. I've just choosen the wrong lane. My heart's in pain. I hurt so many people and i hurt myself with no respect.