laid off fat ass
i can feel my ass getting bigger.
as i sit around on facebook.
a long list of money making, productive, necessary activities sits languid, flung aside the bed.
all this "free time" spent playing boggle online. i cleaned, i packed, i went to my derby meeting. i took a few photographs for ebay. i made a few phone calls to utility companies for the new house. i did some dishes. i refreshed my inbox way too much.
i was very bored. by my own hand. i could not make myself focus or get interested in anything really. its a crappy feeling to lay around like a beached whale, without desire or motivation. i dont want to start getting depressed. i look for jobs on craigslist everyday. i've found NONE this week. everyday my heart jumps as i unlocked my tiny mailbox, hoping and unemployment check appears.
havent attended practice in about two weeks, even thought i was RIGHT THERE tonight i had no energy to skate. i claimed congestion, but really, no energy
i'm tired of my legs being sore. tired of being tired.
i've had two beers and half a pint of baileys irish cream ice cream with caramel on it (best fucking thing ever!)
ass growing.
as i sit around on facebook.
a long list of money making, productive, necessary activities sits languid, flung aside the bed.
all this "free time" spent playing boggle online. i cleaned, i packed, i went to my derby meeting. i took a few photographs for ebay. i made a few phone calls to utility companies for the new house. i did some dishes. i refreshed my inbox way too much.
i was very bored. by my own hand. i could not make myself focus or get interested in anything really. its a crappy feeling to lay around like a beached whale, without desire or motivation. i dont want to start getting depressed. i look for jobs on craigslist everyday. i've found NONE this week. everyday my heart jumps as i unlocked my tiny mailbox, hoping and unemployment check appears.
havent attended practice in about two weeks, even thought i was RIGHT THERE tonight i had no energy to skate. i claimed congestion, but really, no energy
i'm tired of my legs being sore. tired of being tired.
i've had two beers and half a pint of baileys irish cream ice cream with caramel on it (best fucking thing ever!)
ass growing.