Jul 27, 2004 00:11
my name is bitter paul
and everyone should die.
yes you.
apologies for being a totallly non existent person to everybody, im super busy, super tired and super pissed at EVERYTHING
its AWESOME...no really.
my neglect however is totally wrong and undeserved, shit, im a total ass. either way, ive always had troulbe dealing with situations and people i dont understand, especially when i cant even hold a real conversation anymore.
where is my easy solution anyway?
this is not the way summer was meant to be, this is the time im supposed to look back on as being totally amazing and fun, and instead im spending everyday, thinking about the frickan past, and i think maybe im the only person in it ,that even misses it, or wutever.
fuck off.
last weeks schedule:
work 10-630(shitty of course)
dinner 630-7(in the car)
rehearsal 7-1230 on average(i really am in love with craig, god bless him for being maybe the only person that isnt totally depressing me)
SLEEP
ogres are running rampant around the apartment, i just stapled a dead cat to the wall, after ripping its hind legs off.
my ass hurts, please stop fucking it while im sleeping