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"i need you defenseless, dependant and alone..." Random neato quote from a new album that nobody has yet muahaha, ok most people do but FUCK YALL
the play is coming along, it turns out i have the worst short terrm memory ever though, and cant frigging remember any dance steps, so its usually, ok well that was good but "paul, you FUCKING suck" well sort of liek that anyway.
most of the situations im ivnolved in right now are really longwinded, tiresome,situations, and im losing interst quick, and there are of course always new and exciting things, but i have zero energy, to put foreth in them, which is lame for others involved. apologies.
ive realized i am WAY to nostalgic of a person, and in trying to figure out, why i am like this, i thought, that maybe its becuz im not happy with where i am, but im not sure that i really believe that, we just paint these pictures of the perfect moments we had and how badsly we want them back, and yeh i do, but there wil lbe more.
and wut good are conversations and discussions without explanations and reasons, and wut could are ideas if we cant even try them out. man what i could do now, is frighteneing.
ive been thinking about ms. schachter a whole lot lately, i dont nkow how it started or why, but sure enough, i feel like i should call her, like i have to, but i wouldnt really know where to start, or even wut i want to say, just that well wutever i dunno, its bothering me though.
AND SOS EVERYTHING ELSE
woot.
i need to sleep, and i need to recuperate, and i need some hot lovin, and some good food, and some good ole conversations, luke style, or any style realyl as long as its real. i need less bullshit, and fungledippers
lots of fungledippers.
tomorrw at 830 AM i am taking a test, and if i pass, i will be the happiest(while being totally exhausted) kid in PA.
im a loser, and a dork, and i wait too lnog for everything, and some day soon my actiaons will get us all into a real lot of trouble
i love you.
the play is coming along, it turns out i have the worst short terrm memory ever though, and cant frigging remember any dance steps, so its usually, ok well that was good but "paul, you FUCKING suck" well sort of liek that anyway.
most of the situations im ivnolved in right now are really longwinded, tiresome,situations, and im losing interst quick, and there are of course always new and exciting things, but i have zero energy, to put foreth in them, which is lame for others involved. apologies.
ive realized i am WAY to nostalgic of a person, and in trying to figure out, why i am like this, i thought, that maybe its becuz im not happy with where i am, but im not sure that i really believe that, we just paint these pictures of the perfect moments we had and how badsly we want them back, and yeh i do, but there wil lbe more.
and wut good are conversations and discussions without explanations and reasons, and wut could are ideas if we cant even try them out. man what i could do now, is frighteneing.
ive been thinking about ms. schachter a whole lot lately, i dont nkow how it started or why, but sure enough, i feel like i should call her, like i have to, but i wouldnt really know where to start, or even wut i want to say, just that well wutever i dunno, its bothering me though.
AND SOS EVERYTHING ELSE
woot.
i need to sleep, and i need to recuperate, and i need some hot lovin, and some good food, and some good ole conversations, luke style, or any style realyl as long as its real. i need less bullshit, and fungledippers
lots of fungledippers.
tomorrw at 830 AM i am taking a test, and if i pass, i will be the happiest(while being totally exhausted) kid in PA.
im a loser, and a dork, and i wait too lnog for everything, and some day soon my actiaons will get us all into a real lot of trouble
i love you.