So why the pain,the anger,the emptiness,the jealousy?
"I can remember everything from that year, down to the smallest details. I relieve that year often in my mind, bringing it back to life, and I realize when I do, I always feel a strange combination of sadness and joy. There are moments I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling if I did, the joy would be gone as well. So I take the memories as they come, accepting them all, letting them guide me whenever I can. This happens more than often than I let on." - Nicholas Spark, A Walk To Remember
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