i will change back to myself in the flame we burn like the paper hearts of dead presidents<3
clearly im lame. and bored.
yesterday we should have had a snowday but nooo bethpage is lame like that.
at least i have today and tommorow off.
im gonna be like usher and make a list of "confessions" since i got nuthing better to do.
at least till i go to ryan's later lol.
♥ i think i look fugly when i smile.
♥ im afraid of the dark; i still sleep with a nightlight.
♥ horror films make me sick; even the stupidest one will make me shake and give me nightmares.
♥ i love to be kissed on my neck.
♥ i have a fear of the laddies at the nail sallon so my nails almost always look pretty bad.
♥ i always wear shorts at the beach or while swimming; im not sure why its a comfort thing.
♥ in 6th grade i shaved my eyebrows.
♥ i cant wait for college.
♥ in middle school and elementary school i used to fake sick and go to the nurse everyother day; in high school ive only been to the nurse once and i actually was sick.
♥ i think the only thing about me that could possibly attract guys to me is my ass; but im still embarassed about how big it is since it looks kind of messed up cause white girls arent sapposed to have big asses lol.
♥ i hate my body.
♥ my parents like my sister better than me.
♥ sometimes im jealous of my sister since shes smart, an amazing dancer, an amazing artist, and everything my parents could ever want in a daughter.
♥ my sister is my best friend; even though i dont always like to admit it.
♥ ive liked the same person for the past year nd a half and i never realized how good i had it till they stopped liking me back.
♥ i cant wait to be a mother; i love kids.
♥ i dont drink, i dont smoke, i dont do drugs, and im not gonna have sex till im much older.
♥ im such a theater geek its scary.
♥ i love my glasses; i think i look better with them then without them.
♥ i have an obsession with body splashes from bath and body works and victoria's secret, i have a collection lol so if you ever need a gift idea just ask me which ones i dont have; ill love you forever.
♥ im pretty lucky because i never had to work at being able to do a split i just always could; and i mean all ways; right, left, and straddle.
♥ sometimes i feel really guilty when im having a selfish moment and i think about how many people are out there that are less fortunate than me and i start to cry.
♥ im pretty sensitve and cry very easily.
♥ i laugh at almost everything; sometimes even to keep me from crying.
♥ i love all my friends and would take a bullet for them anyday.
♥ i've wanted to be belle from beauty and the beast for as long as i can remeber.
maybe the night seems so dark because the day is much too bright for us to see that we are cured.♥