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i dont know if all things are designed to lead all people to the conclusion that all things in this universe are deficient. in the face of interpersonal conflict, one of my lines of defense is to remind myself that i don't need anyone. dont need her, dont need him. but umm who could possibly be happy in the absense of all people, i mean in the longterm. but nothing ever seems right for long enough. well maybe all things are imperfect, and maybe that's okay. maybe it isn't. maybe i need to take a chill pill, take a step back from these ideals of complete peace in life, and do something meaningful. yeah.