WHY
Well lets see as if life could not be worse....*CRY*
Thursday was not so bad I had a decent time at Carowinds...
Only to get back and wake up Friday and not feel so well...I seemed to be running a fever all day so I called in Friday afternoon at work.. not to mention I attended my niece's birthday party she turned 3
Well during the party my mom pulls all my dad's kids aside to tell me that basically my dad was dying and he won't go to the doctor
WHY DO WE HAVE TO WATCH OUR PARENTS DIE
I hate it...it seems as if my life is falling apart and there is nothing I can do about it. You see my mom already has acut pulmanary lung disease so she is slowly dying b/c she won't stop smoking....Then she is bitching because my dad is a walking time bomb he has high blood plessure and cholestral (SP) I mean extremly high and he won't go to the doctor at least my mother is taking her meds...My dad seems to think we all will be better off if he dies
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHY can't he understand I have only known him for ten years I don't want to lose him now....I mean everyone would be devasted...oh wait maybe not all of us... some of his kids would be in line for the money.....
I don't even know what to do I feel as if my heart is going to explode it hurts I have cried so much I don't think I have any more tears...
The only thing I have going for me right now is that I have a great wife
Thursday was not so bad I had a decent time at Carowinds...
Only to get back and wake up Friday and not feel so well...I seemed to be running a fever all day so I called in Friday afternoon at work.. not to mention I attended my niece's birthday party she turned 3
Well during the party my mom pulls all my dad's kids aside to tell me that basically my dad was dying and he won't go to the doctor
WHY DO WE HAVE TO WATCH OUR PARENTS DIE
I hate it...it seems as if my life is falling apart and there is nothing I can do about it. You see my mom already has acut pulmanary lung disease so she is slowly dying b/c she won't stop smoking....Then she is bitching because my dad is a walking time bomb he has high blood plessure and cholestral (SP) I mean extremly high and he won't go to the doctor at least my mother is taking her meds...My dad seems to think we all will be better off if he dies
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHY can't he understand I have only known him for ten years I don't want to lose him now....I mean everyone would be devasted...oh wait maybe not all of us... some of his kids would be in line for the money.....
I don't even know what to do I feel as if my heart is going to explode it hurts I have cried so much I don't think I have any more tears...
The only thing I have going for me right now is that I have a great wife