A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins...
I think Im going to write a couple journal entries today. I have nothing really else to do. I just made lunch. I made Gay Man Getti... Its spagetti with turkey meat and turkey sausage. I didnt have any, but I had to feed my little sisters.
James said he would call me today, but he hasnt yet. I am getting kind of anxious. I hate waiting around for people to call me. And I always think the worse case senario when they dont call me. I am considered a negative thinker. I want to tell James how I feel.. How Im hurt by his friends last night. And how I think maybe It wasnt the best idea to stay friends with him after all of the stuff he has put me through. Im scared to confront him though. I dont want to lose my friendship. We are buddies and I dont want to just leave. Ya Know...
I just thought of a poem...
Roses are Red...
Violets are Blue...
I wish you were here to tell me things would be okay through and through..
The sun is not shining...
The clouds make things so grey...
Everytime I think of you it saddens up my day..
The fact that you arent with me...
The fact that you dont call...
Just leads me to believe I meant nothing to you at all..
Tears in my eyes...
A broken heart on my shoulder...
I wish that I could just forget about you...
Instead of repeating it over and over..
I loved you with all of my heart...
And prayed for you every night...
I wish that you had loved me instead of pushing me aside..
-Just to let you all know, I think of these things because I feel them. This is how Im feeling at this moment.-
Kristin lynn...
P.s. The poem wasnt about James. Its about an old friend...
James said he would call me today, but he hasnt yet. I am getting kind of anxious. I hate waiting around for people to call me. And I always think the worse case senario when they dont call me. I am considered a negative thinker. I want to tell James how I feel.. How Im hurt by his friends last night. And how I think maybe It wasnt the best idea to stay friends with him after all of the stuff he has put me through. Im scared to confront him though. I dont want to lose my friendship. We are buddies and I dont want to just leave. Ya Know...
I just thought of a poem...
Roses are Red...
Violets are Blue...
I wish you were here to tell me things would be okay through and through..
The sun is not shining...
The clouds make things so grey...
Everytime I think of you it saddens up my day..
The fact that you arent with me...
The fact that you dont call...
Just leads me to believe I meant nothing to you at all..
Tears in my eyes...
A broken heart on my shoulder...
I wish that I could just forget about you...
Instead of repeating it over and over..
I loved you with all of my heart...
And prayed for you every night...
I wish that you had loved me instead of pushing me aside..
-Just to let you all know, I think of these things because I feel them. This is how Im feeling at this moment.-
Kristin lynn...
P.s. The poem wasnt about James. Its about an old friend...