035: 알까요 이런 내 마음을? (do you know this heart of mine?) [4/14]
All of these chapters from this update (and this whole fic, really) is dedicated to the amazing, wonderful, and all-around LOVELY blindteddy , whose birthday has just passed recently and whose work at 2min_aday is both inspiring to me personally AND is what makes me feel extra-proud to be a part-time mod there myself.
Jun, I hope you enjoy this belated bday present ( Read more... )
It was indeed meant to be everything like a heart-to-heart talk. :)) I had been planning this chapter for a WHILE actually (even back when I was writing "Come One Step Closer To Me"...), so this was really something that had been built up in my head before I wrote it. Part of the reason this update took me so long, though, was because of this chapter...getting out everything I wanted to in words was so DIFFICULT (Jinki's reaction to Taemin's accusations, Taemin's words and thoughts about love...the whole 'feeling' of this chapter in general, even) but it was totally worth it because...after this chapter, I feel like I've succeeded in putting my head!canon views on OnTae into writing :))
Sighhhhhhh and Jinki is such a terribly, terribly sweet boy. ;;;;;;;; I feel a LOT for him in particular because, like you said, he really does sacrifice so much for the sake of other people's happiness. But really, Luna is definitely the best person for the job of giving him a bit of much-needed happiness. She's a really great girl -- I feel this way very strongly about her irl, too, but hahaha maybe I'm just biased ^///^;; -- and her spirit is a lot tougher than Jinki even realizes. Ahhhhh but I'm revealing too much before I write the actual sidestory for Jinki that I'm planning to write after this fic is over......don't want to give it ~all~ away just yet...... n___n;;
There are indeed going to be a few more surprises. Not too soon, but...soon enough. I won't say more than that, though -- I don't want to spoil you about this, either, even if I do love you lots, darling! ^o^;;
♥
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